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SITI SUHAIRA
turning 16(0506), extrovert, not yet legal and currently sitting for o levels

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Thursday, November 29, 7:33 PM

Malay dance

Hello people!
:D
Last Sunday was a blast! Had performance at Sentosa with the Malay Dancers and i pretty much enjoyed myself there! During the technical run, the stage was freaking hot and our feets were literally burning even with our shoes on. Mr Rizal punished us for not smiling by ordering us not to move and stay frozen. My skinnies, by then, was dropping since i didn't use my belt. Anyway, Mdm Zarinah got a comment from a few people that the legs of those who were wearing skinnies (Feekah, Shikin, Farhana, Wani and i) looked like chopsticks. Haha.

Fortunately after the technical run, Mdm Zarinah took us into the wax museum. Want to know why i used the word, "fortunately" ? Because it was freaking cold in there and the heat outsidewas totally gone. Hah, good riddance.
Blablabla!

And could you believe it?! We were sent to this stupid tent which was so hot and small for us to prepare! It was so uncomfortable for us to prepare in such a place and further more, we had to share it with 3 other dance groups. The part when we were changing was even funnier. We were too shy to change our clothes even when everyone's a girl. At the end, everyone used the samping. It was our last resort, mind you.

Anyway, the performance went really fine and we got out of Sentosa straight after the performance. In the bus, i had a text-messaging-quarrel with someone who sort of thanked me without sincerity and in the end said that she's lazy to qurrel with me. She said thank you, i said that it's not so hard and then she started the quarrel and ended it by saying that she's lazy to qurrel with me? Come on uh, takkan there's no better reason than that?
I don't know lah. So in the end, Mdm Zarinah got to know because Suki accidentally said something out loud and went like, " What's wrong with her?! I just noticed something is wrong with her when i met her at school the other time. I mean everybody's having problems with her. What's wrong with her? " Something like that uh. We were all surprised that even Mdm Zarinah noticed something about her. Everyone started to complain about what she said about the malay dancers and also about the minah thing and Mdm Zarinah said, "Kurang ajar sey!"

When i was replying the person's messages, Mdm Zarinah said, "Suhaira. You don't need to layan these type of people." That was the end of the conversation in the bus. Upon reaching Jurong Green CC to change, Mdm Zarinah gave us an ice-cream treat and then went home. That's when the malay dancers sat together and had me read all of the messages she sent and also what i sent.

There was one part when everyone was surprised at her reply. Farhana said, "E! Um, dier mental ke ape uh?" The scary part was that, it was not a joke, but a serious question, really.
After we talked and such, we changed and then went home. Habissss!
:D
I love the malay dancers as well as Shari.

Friday, November 23, 4:16 PM

Lalala.

Eh hello ____. I hate you. Stop flirting. Stop acting sexy when wearing revealing clothes. Stop the slang you use for the letter "R". Stop acting pretty. Stop acting like you're guilty by crying. Stop acting cute. Stop breaking people's relationship. Stop stealing boyfriends and claim not guilty when other people's boyfriend like you. The reason is because!, you manje with other people's boyfriend and that made them like you. Tell me, what is the longest relationship you ever had with a guy? And please, don't even talk about primary school because that is when all of us are just plain bodoh. Don't even dare to say that Malay Dance is only for minahs. Look whose talking. Some malay dancers may be minahs, but their attitude is better than yours. I'd like to be friends with them instead of you. I'm glad i'm no more in good terms with you because being friends with you is not at all worth it. I'm not the only one who's not in good terms with you.

And please, even my sayang laughed out loud when he saw you wear those clothes that i suppose you think makes you sexy. Remember, everytime you passed by, he would just laugh or smile widely? Yes, that's when he told me, " Hahahaha! Macam paham je deytu! " He even called me after he got back from the chalet to complain to me about how you were very mentel and offered Khairul, Taufiq and my sayang to go back with your boyfriend and you. He even asked me why the hell i'm not quarelling with you because you flirt with my boyfriend after i went home. Seriously, it's not worth it.

If i may use Taufiq's words... "Cakap dengan kau macam cakap dengan timon uh!" One more time you flirt with my boyfriend, he'll be the one who'll shove everything right to your face.
Boleh? Okay, thank you.

Thursday, November 22, 4:16 PM

Class Chalet.

Class chalet was alright, because i'm fed-up that i cannot stay over because of certain reasons. Anyway, on the first day, i went to Pasir Ris interchange with Sukainah after i follwed Shari to school for Dikir Barat lessons. Went there and met the others at the interchange. We went to Costa Sands by shuttle bus and we had free time the whole day. Shari and me didn't pay for the chalet, so we felt guilty and sat outside most of the time on Day 1. Shari and i went back home early because we were hungry, and we decided to eat at Clementi.

The second day was better. Before we went to the chalet, Shari and i went to Old Chang Kee and bought one sardine puff and two chicken wings. We shared the sardine puff and then we ate our own chicken wing. It was funny because when we were finished with the bone, we threw it away anywhere like as if it's our father's place. Macam fun gitu. Upon reaching, we sat inside and talked to Amanda and Felyna. Pictures were taken and i had alot of fun with them. After awhile, Winanto, Ricia, Hui Shi and Stephanie joined us and it was total chaos oi! Fun fun fun! After that, Shari and i went to fetch Khairul and Taufiq from City Hall because they went to Peninsula before that. When we reached Costa Sands, i accidentally told Khairul the wrong chalet number, so when he looked through the glass, he saw a man lying down. He was soooooo paiseh. Haha. Unfortunately, when we went to the correct chalet, noone was there because they were out for The Amazing Race around Singapore. We waited for hours. Shari and i went to the beach and sat on the rocks while waiting. We took banyak-banyak photos. Shari made stupid faces and made me laugh. Met Khairul and Taufiq at Cheers and went to eate Ice-cream at Macdonalds. Taufiq took the packed sugar and on our way to the chalet, he "accidentally" poured suger into Khairuls baju. Taufiq was funny and so is my mataer and Khairul[:
And blablabla, they came back. Had BBQ and then my mom and dad fetched me home whereas Shari went home with Khairul and Taufiq a little later than me.

Amanda thinks Shari is C-U-T-E and F-U-N-N-Y. Haha. She said so in her blog.
:DDDDD
See, i trained Shari very well to be cute and funny. Haha, macam paham eh.

Thursday, November 15, 4:59 PM

Freak myself after all.

Okay, i know. I get it. I'm a hopeless daugther. I'm the most hopeless offspring all couples won't wish for. Manifest and say no more, dear mother and father.
I'll try my very best to turn invinsible before i attempt to walk infront of you guys and i hope all ears turn deaf when i speak.

Tuesday, November 13, 6:52 PM

Tell the whole world then!

Okay, this is the second post for the day. I really have to tell you something that rather surprised me. It doesn't really makes sense. Seriously lah.

Yesterday, my father, mother and i went to visit my father's friend because he was rather sick. Anyway, while another of my father's friend was massaging the sick one with my father observing, the wives were outside talking about some issues. Then, out of nowhere, they started talking about daring children. I pretended to be interested with the magazines, but all the while, i was eavesdropping. You know what i heard?! One of the wives mentioned that my father told her that among my siblings i was daring one. I mean, where got lah?!

It doesn't mean that a few months ago my father slapped me for doing something stupid has to result in me being the most daring one what! That's totally unfair. That's like jumping from one thing to another. I mean, it doesn't really click.

I'm seriously not happy with this.
D:

, 12:12 PM

No need for empathy.

Hello people. Sorry for not updating. Anyway, i got to 3D. I feel stupid, seriously. I know, you guys might think that it's a sign of me asking for empathy, but it's not. I don't need any of it. I just feel that i'm stupid and that's probably the end of it. I'm going to work hard next year and maybe, try to get myself known as being stupid yet clever. I don't really know exactly how, but i'll just have to go figure. I'm seriously sure that with Shari's guidance, i'll be able to improve myself. Besides, he's really good at getting to me with his threatenings(:

Oh, and i enjoyed the dance at Grassroot Club very much! The wedding was beautiful and our costumes cantek lah sial (Heh, sorry eh u :D)! Tanye Shari! He's my witness. My instructor was Abang Azri. He's veryyyyyyy nice! There was Kak Nurul, Kak Ely, Farhana and me. Kak Nurul's boyfriend, Haikel, was there and everybody got along very well with Haikel as well. He's the slengge type, thus, very friendly. I got a $20 dollar pay for just the arrival. The other's got $50. I didn't do the two dance because i couldn't catch up. Well, at least i earned something. I reached home at around 11.50pm.

Sedih oi. Abang tanak ambek dekat bus stop abe sampai nangis-nangis pasal takot nak jalan tepi padang yang huge macam bodoh tu. Abe bile Cine mati nanti diorang bakar mayatnye dekat situ, lagi beylo kan?

Okay dah, i'm done.
Goodbye earthlings and martians.
:DDD

Thursday, November 8, 6:20 PM

Oh no! Crisis!

Hello people![:
Farhana just called me. Her malay dance group outside of school desperately needs another dancer. So, i'm going to be the other dancer. That's the good news lah kan. The bad news is, Shari don't know anything about this. I'm worried he'll get angry with me. We already planned for tomorrow and we've been looking forward to it very much. Well, i can tell you one thing. He's not going to be happy about it. I just hope that he understands. On a higher note, nobody's going to fetch me home from Yio Chu Kang. I'm sure he'd love to take me home because he's always afraid that someone would disturb me when i'm outside be it alone or with my friends. Lovely boyfriend, isn't he?[:

I'll just have to wait for him to get back from swimming with his younger siblings before breaking this stupid news to him.
D:

Tuesday, November 6, 7:00 PM

What shit are these people trying to say?!

Hello people! The malay dance practice today was great. Even though everybody slacked more than the other practices, i still feel that today is the best. Anyway, i cut my hair again. The surprise is...

(The stupid sound effect: JENG JENG JENG JENG!)

I cut my hair, myself. After cutting my hair, i was like, " Yessah!" Haha. I feel satisfied, seriously!
Okay, i've got one more thing to say.

I HATE PEOPLE WHO SPEAK/TYPE LIKE THIS: CAN YOU HELP ME PWEASE? I'M VEWI TIRED LAH SHEY! HAHAX! THANKIES, I LURB YOU THE MANY MANY. UHUK UHUK!

Okay, i'm done with this post. Feels wonferful to get that of my chest.
:D
ILOVESHARI[:

Thursday, November 1, 3:46 PM

What the merepek are adults thinking?!

Have you guys ever felt what it's like to be the last offspring and to top that up, the only girl. Almost all requests to step into the world outside the house is rejected and then sealed with the same reason which is to remind you of what gender you are. What difference does it make? Reminding me of who and what i am does not stop me from wanting to explore the big and exciting world. What's the point of being able to live but yet restricted the chance of being able to witness God's beautiful creation? I don't understand why guys have more priviliege than girls. It's just that guy's lusts endangers the girls. That should mean guys should be the ones jailed up at home instead of having the freedom to go out with friends. Why should certain girls with protective parents live in the grey phantoms just because of the worries of parents. Some parents even treat their teenage girls like babies because they don't have the guts to accept the fact and tell themselves that their baby girl has already grown up. Make that fathers. Mothers can accept the fact and is truly understanding.

Besides that, i always think, "What the merepek are adults thinking?!" It's inconcievable to think that adults actually besar-besarkan what abang-abang says even when the abang-abang is in the wrong. I thought elder siblings are to give in to the younger ones because they themselves were young once and they should know how it feels like to be in the situation. Most girls prefer sisters because sisters can keep secrets and understand how their little siblings feel. Most big brothers actually live to sabo their little siblings. Rarely do i find brothers who actually show that they care. I'm actually devasted that i don't have an adik because i want to carry out the big sister duty, which is to understand and love my younger siblings.

Gees, after all that, maybe i think i'm the one who should accept the fact that i'm a girl with a protective *a****. Might as well force myself to manifest to people that i'm happy as it is.