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SITI SUHAIRA
turning 16(0506), extrovert, not yet legal and currently sitting for o levels

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Wednesday, April 30, 6:13 PM

Apologies and happiness of the day.

My latest baby hamsters are getting cuter with each day that passes by. I feel like squeezing their whole body till thick juices oozes right out of their tiny furry body. Anyway, i bathed them last night and powdered their furs, making them look as white as snow for the white ones and as cute as ever for the little brown one. For the Mama hamster, i feel like digging out her big yet small eyeballs and boil 'em up.

Haha. Okay, so, about today. I had loads of fun during Maths lesson because when i was copying Ms Han's working, Richard just would not stop insisting that i copied because i understood zilch. He challenged me to do a few Mathematics questions ahead of Ms Han and to his surprise, i got the right answers. Ms Han didn't go through the steps though, she just gave the answer. Hahahah.

Right after i heard the answer which is exectly similar to mine, i turned to Richard and did the "Yay!" action to him two times. Ms Han saw me do it as well and said, "If you got it correct, that's good for you." (JACKPOT! At least Ms Han knows i'm doing my work! :D)
PE lesson was a blast because we played Captain's ball. Super fun! But of course, it comes in a package. It's super fun and super exhausting.

Anyway, tomorrow's Labour Day. I'm gonna mug like there's no end to exams and sleep like a sleeping beauty at night. I attended the extra lesson for Chemistry just now and i've really topped-up many more things to my knowledge on Chemistry. I feel much more secure now that i've understood something more, but not that secure cause i don't understand a single bit about mol.

Exams are around the corner and i am soooo not prepared. I failed my first surprise test for Physics and i predict that i'll be failing my second surprise test. It's two days in a row. How cannnnn?!

And one more thingggggggg! I don't even know how to reset my calculator. Richard had to do it for me and the few minutes after that was terrible because i had to endure the self-praises Richard was babbling. Hahahaha. The stupidest thing was, the instructions to reset my calculator is printed on a card which was slotted in the calculator cover. Hahaha.

Annnd, i enjoyed my trip back home with Shari. I told Shari about the vibration of the bus and Shari could not stop laughing. He thinks it's ridiculous, but i do not think so. I find it very relaxing. Hhhahahahahahah. I got to see him board the bus home. It's been months since i waited with him for his bus. Hhahahahha. Saaaaaayang Shari!
:D

There's this oneeeeee last thing.

To Farhani:
"I'd like to apologise to you about all the things i blogged about you. It must have been a heartache to have read all those things i typed. I sincerely apologise and i promise that i'll do no such nonsensical and stupid thing like that anymore. I'm so so so sorrryyyyyy!
Anwyay, i hope for you all the best in life. "

I'm not doing this to step baik or be a goody-gooody or anything lah kan. I've now got this thinking that it's about time i start appreciating the people around me. Especially if i have to see them everyday. I feel like there's no point in going to school and still have the hatred still within me. I mean, it's like a waste of effort to pretend to smile and stuff. It's better to get it done and over with. Besides, i know how i want to be treated and that's the exact way how other people want to be treated.

I know i know! I've learnt about this every yearrrrrrr! "Treat people like how you want to be treated!" I've heard that everywhere, everytime. But i think i've finally understood it's true meaning now. So, i admit. I was stupid and full of nonsensical shit.
Haiya. I guess, to be successful in life kan eh, we have to vanish all the anger, hatred and grudges gwe hold within ourselves and just be true. I'm done.

Lots of loves to my family, Shari, and my friends(especially Shaffiqa!) who has been there for me all the way through.
:D

Monday, April 28, 6:54 PM

Love! :D

The days we spend talking on the phone, are nevertheless happy moments. Even when we start to disagree with each other and the conversation begins to be unpleasant, you took the extra effort to calm me down, even when i'm in the wrong and you, by right, should be refusing to talk to me just like i always do whether or not it's my fault. You overwhelm me with great happiness and appreciation with every day that passes by, aiding to me whenever necessary. With you my dear, i share my love.
:D

Sunday, April 27, 2:07 PM

ECP!(:

Yesterday was the best of all the best days spent with friends! I went out with Feekah, Farhana and Nadia. We went to East Coast Park to release our stress. I laughed a hell lot and Nadia was the cause of it all. She really made us laugh alot. Especially bila dia nak tukar baju to mandi abe tak pakai bra. Kelaka oi!

Abe ada part ni bila kita in the water then Nadia nak 'cang' Farhana into the water, abe bila dah masuk water, Farhana dah panic abe pekik-pekik at the same time ketawa, so and Feekah pun ikut ketawa lah. Abe bila Nadia dah bawa Nana back to the shore, Nana became soooo serious abe kata yang dia cannot touch the floor. Hhahaha.

The time bila nak balik was actually unexpected and everthing went upside-down. Mak sent Feekah home while Nadia and Nana stayed back to await Ica and Ayun's arrival. Hahaha. They wanna hang out at East Coast Park together.

No matter what happened at the end, i still think, "The outing was soooooo freakin' awesome!"
:D

Anyway, i'd like to apoogise to Siti. We really didn't mean to make you run everywhere, we juct wanted you to come along. I'm so so sorry. Besides, we were really sincere when we offered to alight the bus so we could go there together with you. Sorry tau, Siti!
:D

Monday, April 21, 5:31 PM

Friday:
PERFECT! Had sooooo much fun with Winanto and Amanda. I had a little bit of a mood swing but they cheered me pretty well! After Speech Day was over, Shari sent me over to Maklong's house to help around with the preparation for Sunday's ceremony.

Saturday:
Went to the market with Mak ear;y in the morning to buy flowers and fruits for the hampers that we're giving to Abang Mi and Kak Sri. After that, we went home and got ready to go to Abang Mi's pernikahan. The Mak Andam soooooooooooo late! She promised to come by 2. Then she changed her mind and came at 4. At last, she came at 4.45 and the Tok Kadi came at 5. Abang Mi was by then, stressed out, but everything went well!
That day, Bapak sent Saiful and Wira home early because Saiful was sick and i volunteered to stay behind with Mak to entertain the small kids.

And yes, i entertained them. I played Police and Thief with them at the playground the nearby. After getting them to sleep, i went down and slept on the carpet with Makunchu infront of the pelamin. Mak janji nak balik pukul 3, then at last balik at 5.32. Sadded sey!
Hahahha.

Sunday:
Wedding Day! Aku jadi kendarat! Abe matair Nizrul datang and she is sooooo friendly!
Anyway, i had fun!
:D

Okay, aku tired. Bye!
(:

Thursday, April 17, 6:03 PM

Oh my God! Today is soooooooooooooo fine! Especially after school. After i went to IMM to buy something for my friend, i met Winanto, Natalie, Hui Shi and that crazy mama, Amanda! I had soo much fun. Particularly, making the stupid sad face. Soooo happy!

Thursday, April 10, 9:58 PM

Performance, spoilt gila. Thanks to the AVA. Yaya pappaya watermelon seed only, say, "Okay okay!" but then, blur blur. Rehearsal was better than the performance. Anyway, i'm glad many supported us. Thanks to those who shouted my name eh. Saaaaayang korang! Saaaaaaaayang budak-budak Malay Dance!
:D

Anyway, after the school was the best. Played Carom with Shari and he won. I didn't even own one Carom seed. Shari got them all! Goodness gracious me! Anyway, Ahmad joined and we played UNO stacko. Aku tak kalah! Ahmad and Shari lost! Booooo! Hahhaha, cheh.
Then we played Snap. Halfway, Aizat wanted to join the club.

It was super hilarious eh. Gila oi! You know why? Aizat, Shari and Ahmad terperanjat when aku pekik 'Snap!', as they forgot how to play the game and then they laughed at their own reactions. Aizat kata, "Eh,uh, tak payah pekik Snap kuat kuat eh?" Hahahha. Then played card games Farah and Nisa as well. We played Old maid and Donkey at the same time and the three guys were left. Abe they kept on pasing the Old Maid and Donkey among themselves. Seriously bodoh eh.

Thanks Shari, Nisa, Farah, Aizat and Ahmad for making me laugh sooo hard!
:D

Monday, April 7, 7:11 PM

Soooooo Happpehhhhhhh!

Oh, yay! This morning was the best morning spent with Shari. We went high because of our specs. Especially me. It's been so long since i coughed and had mists covering my lenses and i went high just because of it. Shari pun layan aku. Great kan eh.

Then, my happiness didn't stop there! Reccess, there's Mee Siam! I don't really have a clue why my instincts nowadays are a hundred percent true. When i got out of class, i pulled Shari down insisting that there's Mee Siam today.. And there was! Best!

After school, there was an extra class for FNN. Asyiqin and i were the only ones in FNN room and we talked on and on about the newcomers in our CCA and how defiant they are. We found out the others were in Com Lab 4 only when Mrs S told us. Anyway, when all of us gathered, we headed to the Training room and waited for Denard to take the key from the office.

I was on the clouds and laughing. Sherra kept on immitating the accent of an Indian man who came to our school last year to teach us origami. Hahahaha. Then she immitated Mrs S's action when she pulled up the metal thing. Really, i could have burst my laughing box just then.

Then Wei Xiang started to talk about Final Fantasy...

Hilary: (mouth-wide opened) Ahh! Fantasy!
Atiqah: (eyes-wide opened) The final oneeeee!
Hilary: (Clapped her hands by her cheek and tilted her head while smiling)

Hornehhhhh! Hahahahhaaha. Then Mrs S got to know about the giant spider which was living on its web for how many days, i don't know, due to the huge fuss the girls made. Then when Mrs S came next to me to see, i bent forward from the railing a little bit to show her, but the she pulled my hand and said, "Eh! Becareful ah..." Wow! How terrified she would have been if i were to fall. I only bent a little and she panicked. Heh! At least i know that she cares!
:D

Then kan eh, Amanda started laughing with Afifah and then started calling me. You know why?! It was all because i think Hui Wen or Afifah or somebody, asked Ms Y if she has a moustache. Gilaaa! Furthermore, they laughed and talked infront of Ms Y! Of course, all Ms Y did was laugh lah..

Anyway, this all happened while we were waiting. When we got inside, Amanda told Ms Y, "Aiyah, like babi ah. The aircon hot like kanina ah, Cher." Ms Y laughed and said, "Wah! You very vulgar uh! Can be minah!" Haha! At that part, Asyiqin and i were laughing.

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Today's a fantastic day. Anyway, Bapak fetched me home and as soon as i arrived home, i started to giling daun inai so that my mother can apply it to her hair tonight. Cannot wait.

Tomorrow's rehearsal for Speech Day!
Take note, Anti-Drugs Babes! : We're going to perform for assembly this Thursday, because our dance is relevant to the talk that's going to be held during assembly. Be excited girls!
Except me. Nothing to be excited about. Hair hair hair hair!

Till then honey lovers! Goodbye!
:D

Saturday, April 5, 8:55 PM

HAMSTERS!

I feel so happy today, because of hamsters and me wearing my new specs!
:D

Mak woke me up in the morning to send Dad to Harbourfront because he wants to visit Paklong. After that, Mak drove us to her office to finish of her work while i, i laid my head on a rolling chair and rested my butt on a metal chair. Overall, the nap was satisfying.

When we arrived at her work kan, Mak parked her car then we walked over to the coffeeshop to buy our breakfast. Then eh, bila kita nak walk back to Mak punya office kan, ada lorry pass by tau. Abe eh, abang melayu ni keluarkan kepala dia then smile at me. Terus Mak kata, "Eh, asal dengan dier? Dier kenal awak? Senyum senyum."

Haahahaha. Anyway, lepas Mak dah habis work, we went off on a hunt for a cheap, yet big hamster cage. Abe after we went to three shops eh, we finally found a great bargain! The stupidest part is, it is the nearest to our house! Hahaha.

When we arrived home, we ate our lunch then we terus improve the cage and we just finshed. Great eh! Abe, we placed one hamster in an empty ball (turn by turn) and then they roll all over the place. Sooooooooooooooooo cute! Really really cute!

Okay, besides hamsters, Shari belum balik from Affirmation ceremony. Lama nyaaaaaaaaaaa nak tunggu dia balik eh!
Hahahaha!

Thursday, April 3, 9:08 PM

Studies dropping!

Eh eh eh! I want to talk about April's Fool. Fun tau! On that day, there was huuuuuuuge lizard in my class. While most of my classmates were outside class, getting ready to go off for FNN, i went back into the class to take my tupperware when Taufiq shouted, "Eh! Lizard! Lizard!" while pointing under Afifah's desk.

I thought it was a joke so i said, "Haha! April's Fool!" without even looking. Taufiq kept on insisting, so i looked and there laid a huge black lizard with yellow polka dots on it's body. Everybody started to enter the class and there was chaos. Hahahahaha. Abe, after FNN, Denard kept on saying there was a lizard behind me and i believed him.. Three times! Bodoh eh Suhaira.

Abe on that evening kan, when i was getting changed to go for dinner at IMM, i scringed my face, look closely at Wira's knee and said, "Eh! Wira! Lipas!" After that terus Wira terloncat, abe when i said April's Fool kan, terus he chased me to the kitchen and then tumbuk-tumbuk. Gila eh.

When we were entering IMM punya carpark, Wira asked what we would be having for dinner tau. Then, with great gusto, my father answered, "I want to eat KFC uh, what else?!" Abe i was telling him that there's no KFC in IMM. So, this was what happened..

Father: If got how?
Me: If don't have how?
Father: If got, you have to give all of us a treat and pay for dinner.
Me: Okay uh, but if don't have?
Father: If don't have, i pay uh!
Me: No, if don't have you pay for dinner and get me a new phone!
Father: Okay uh, set! But if got, give me your handphone and pay for dinner.

Then Saiful encouraged me and said that i must have confidence in myself. At last, i was correct, no KFC appeared in IMM and the phone which father agreed to get me if there's no KFC also haven't appear appear yet. Haha.

Anyway, back to today. I got back my Maths quiz on Geometry thing and i flunked it. I got 5. How stupider can i get. I seriously can understand Mrs Neo's teaching better than Miss Han's. Seriously. Anyway, many like Richard, Phyo and Fat'hil passed. I think Fat'hil got full marks. Besides, right after the quiz ended yesterday, he was fully confident he got full marks.

What can i say. Clever people have confidence. Anyway, 1 more month to MYE. I really need to buck up on Chemistry and Physics. Maybe on POA as well. I've started to lose track after i started on Trial Balance. My Trial Balance are balanced to begin with, so how can i call it Trial Balance. Might as well cal it Trial Inbalance.

Tsk, Suhaira Suhaira.
You're losing track on everything.
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