Thursday, November 1, 3:46 PM
What the merepek are adults thinking?!
Have you guys ever felt what it's like to be the last offspring and to top that up, the only girl. Almost all requests to step into the world outside the house is rejected and then sealed with the same reason which is to remind you of what gender you are. What difference does it make? Reminding me of who and what i am does not stop me from wanting to explore the big and exciting world. What's the point of being able to live but yet restricted the chance of being able to witness God's beautiful creation? I don't understand why guys have more priviliege than girls. It's just that guy's lusts endangers the girls. That should mean guys should be the ones jailed up at home instead of having the freedom to go out with friends. Why should certain girls with protective parents live in the grey phantoms just because of the worries of parents. Some parents even treat their teenage girls like babies because they don't have the guts to accept the fact and tell themselves that their baby girl has already grown up. Make that fathers. Mothers can accept the fact and is truly understanding.
Besides that, i always think, "What the merepek are adults thinking?!" It's inconcievable to think that adults actually besar-besarkan what abang-abang says even when the abang-abang is in the wrong. I thought elder siblings are to give in to the younger ones because they themselves were young once and they should know how it feels like to be in the situation. Most girls prefer sisters because sisters can keep secrets and understand how their little siblings feel. Most big brothers actually live to sabo their little siblings. Rarely do i find brothers who actually show that they care. I'm actually devasted that i don't have an adik because i want to carry out the big sister duty, which is to understand and love my younger siblings.
Gees, after all that, maybe i think i'm the one who should accept the fact that i'm a girl with a protective *a****. Might as well force myself to manifest to people that i'm happy as it is.