Wednesday, April 30, 6:13 PM
Apologies and happiness of the day.
My latest baby hamsters are getting cuter with each day that passes by. I feel like squeezing their whole body till thick juices oozes right out of their tiny furry body. Anyway, i bathed them last night and powdered their furs, making them look as white as snow for the white ones and as cute as ever for the little brown one. For the Mama hamster, i feel like digging out her big yet small eyeballs and boil 'em up.
Haha. Okay, so, about today. I had loads of fun during Maths lesson because when i was copying Ms Han's working, Richard just would not stop insisting that i copied because i understood zilch. He challenged me to do a few Mathematics questions ahead of Ms Han and to his surprise, i got the right answers. Ms Han didn't go through the steps though, she just gave the answer. Hahahah.
Right after i heard the answer which is exectly similar to mine, i turned to Richard and did the "Yay!" action to him two times. Ms Han saw me do it as well and said, "If you got it correct, that's good for you." (JACKPOT! At least Ms Han knows i'm doing my work! :D)
PE lesson was a blast because we played Captain's ball. Super fun! But of course, it comes in a package. It's super fun and super exhausting.
Anyway, tomorrow's Labour Day. I'm gonna mug like there's no end to exams and sleep like a sleeping beauty at night. I attended the extra lesson for Chemistry just now and i've really topped-up many more things to my knowledge on Chemistry. I feel much more secure now that i've understood something more, but not that secure cause i don't understand a single bit about mol.
Exams are around the corner and i am soooo not prepared. I failed my first surprise test for Physics and i predict that i'll be failing my second surprise test. It's two days in a row. How cannnnn?!
And one more thingggggggg! I don't even know how to reset my calculator. Richard had to do it for me and the few minutes after that was terrible because i had to endure the self-praises Richard was babbling. Hahahaha. The stupidest thing was, the instructions to reset my calculator is printed on a card which was slotted in the calculator cover. Hahaha.
Annnd, i enjoyed my trip back home with Shari. I told Shari about the vibration of the bus and Shari could not stop laughing. He thinks it's ridiculous, but i do not think so. I find it very relaxing. Hhhahahahahahah. I got to see him board the bus home. It's been months since i waited with him for his bus. Hhahahahha. Saaaaaayang Shari!
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There's this oneeeeee last thing.
To Farhani:
"I'd like to apologise to you about all the things i blogged about you. It must have been a heartache to have read all those things i typed. I sincerely apologise and i promise that i'll do no such nonsensical and stupid thing like that anymore. I'm so so so sorrryyyyyy!
Anwyay, i hope for you all the best in life. "
I'm not doing this to step baik or be a goody-gooody or anything lah kan. I've now got this thinking that it's about time i start appreciating the people around me. Especially if i have to see them everyday. I feel like there's no point in going to school and still have the hatred still within me. I mean, it's like a waste of effort to pretend to smile and stuff. It's better to get it done and over with. Besides, i know how i want to be treated and that's the exact way how other people want to be treated.
I know i know! I've learnt about this every yearrrrrrr! "Treat people like how you want to be treated!" I've heard that everywhere, everytime. But i think i've finally understood it's true meaning now. So, i admit. I was stupid and full of nonsensical shit.
Haiya. I guess, to be successful in life kan eh, we have to vanish all the anger, hatred and grudges gwe hold within ourselves and just be true. I'm done.
Lots of loves to my family, Shari, and my friends(especially Shaffiqa!) who has been there for me all the way through.
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