is it really desperation? my last relationship was months ago. and yes, i went dating after, but i made it clear to the them that it was just dating and i didnt want it to be more than that because i wasnt ready.

apparently, 1 or 2 of them thinks im a bitch now(not gonna name who), for having a bf after i told them i needed space and if its better if we just became friends.

im not ready to be committed to anyone just yet. and i dont like how boys fetch me from sch or come over to jurong just to tell me they love me. its scary freaky stupid and i dont like it.

i admit, its ironic how im in a relationship now despite saying im not ready for one. and i alr told exactly that to my bf. he said we could work things out so i said yes. and although i did so reluctantly, it wasnt a mistake.

he doesnt show any biasness when i share my problems with him. he doesnt bother to get angry at whoever who upset me. all he does is listen, tell me what i did right/wrong, gives me a hug and tell me to give them time.

not threaten to report the person to the police -.- (like what one of my dates did) cb childish gila babi.

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